Poetry: undocumented
{First published in the Spring 2021 issue of Hole in the Head re:View}
Undocumented
Coiled around me, helix of sleep
and dream, erasing space not you or me.
Not for fear, more reaching
for a handrail, as you held
my arm in new company, talked fast,
tap dance of manners—top hat and vanilla smile.
Okay, maybe fear. Tricks to stump
suspicion: Yes, Sir. Beautiful day, Sir.
Can I help with that, Sir?—getting on the good
side of white. I watched you serve, work, weigh
reactions to swarthy eyes and accent,
signing Father, Son, Holy Ghost like cops
stacked the deck to find you.
Will they know you broke laws to have
work matter, wanting just a house
like your dad, a bath, shed of tools, tidy
kitchen with chilies and lime? One safe thing
this side of motherland?